Thursday, October 25, 2007
Hi 2e6 :) i think i'd miss you all. really. Even though i hardly seem to be part of my class, and even though im a bit of loner.
I have lots to tell you all...
When i first stepped into this class, i hated every thing every part of it, the fact that i ended up here, in 2e6. I had thought that that was my worst nightmare, and i was desperate to change class, at the worse case, change school. I knew my parents wouldnt hear of my excuses. So i just had to put up with it. The first few days of school was a nightmare. But i was really lucky to have sat beside someone who would brighten even my worst day. She was really nice to me. She helped me, cheered me up, and even when i had no friends at one point in time, she still came to comfort me. She made me, in a way, come to accept 2e6 and look on the brighter side of life. Cos she made me happy everyday, sitting beside her.
I remember there was once, i got back my test paper, and i quarreled with person A for not helping me in the test. i made 5 enemies that day. I dragged my feet to school from that day onwards and i hated everything about 2e6. It was horrible. But i learned it the hard way, cos i chose to. It was really very painful. But I learned a lot of things from that quarel, cos it made me realised all that i've done. How selfish i was.
Up till now, some people havnt forgiven me yet, and still dislike me. I wont say their names but yeah. They dont treat me really nicely but i cant blame them right? I am only happy that Person A has. Cos she has a heart of gold. :)
I made some other friends though. Like the crazy jellyfish. They were really nice despite the fact that i was such a lousy student... :)
I have caused so much trouble in 2e6, that i feel that i shouldnt be part of the class, because i didnt contribute anything at all. LIke chandini, she contributed so much! She made our class very enthu, etc. And you know I even made some teacher's dislike me cos of what i did. Thats why i feel really guilty whenever anyone thanks all 36 of us, cos its like i shouldnt be part of that 36. So i wanna sorry for all that i've caused, and sorry that i didnt contribute much to 2e6. But i also wanna thank you, 2e6, for being nice to me and accepting me as one of the 36 people here.
Thank you so much, 2e6. :)